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This is the 135th Day of the 13th Year After
My Baptism!
11th Day of The 5th month (Liberty)
02-15-2008
5th
Day of the week, which is called Friday!
Try to Remember!
02-15-2008.mp3
On yesterday, the Lord had given me a dream that showed that I was
at my father's house with my husband and our daughter. After we were
all done talking, we got up to leave. Normally when we go to my
parent's house, they both stand on the porch or doorway and wave
goodbye to us. But this time, as we were leaving, there were more
children there, and my father left to go talk to them. I saw that I
had gotten upset that his attention was not towards me. My mother
still stood there and waved, but I was upset that my father had
left!
The Lord showed me that this was a jealous spirit that I had. I
cursed that spirit from me, by saying, “Cursed are you, you foul and
unclean spirit! You be removed and be cast into the sea! You shall
bare no more fruit from henceforth and forever!” I then thanked the
Lord for showing me this thing that was in me, and then I said, “Let
there be Light!” Once the evil is removed from your heart, then you
have to bless the spirit of Light that comes, to take its place! You
do not want to leave the space empty for more evil to come in and
inhabit that place! Amen!
I was caused to understand that this dream was not talking about
physical children, but these were spiritual children that were
coming into the Kingdom!
There is no such thing as an “Only Child” with God! He has many
children. If I am given attention when I came into the Kingdom,
should I not also welcome more children that come in, and be a help
in raising the new children? Amen!
Just like in some families when a new baby comes into the family,
the older children welcome it and love the new arrival. They even
give the new baby their old toys, and are always wanting to hold and
love on the new baby! I saw this with my own physical children, when
our youngest child, Michael was born, that there was no jealousy or
ill feelings. They loved the new arrival, and my biggest problem was
trying to keep our daughter away from him, because she would always
climb up to the crib and get him so she could hold him!
People used to ask me, after the birth of each child, was the other
child jealous and I always told them no. Each baby was welcomed and
loved. The older ones also helped in teaching the younger ones. I
noticed this with our first child, Joshua, how when he was born, it
was just he and I all the time together. I would talk to him
constantly! He ended up
growing older, and he could speak very well for someone so young.
When I was pregnant with our second child, he would take his toys
and put them on my stomach for the baby to play with! Then when our
second child, was born, I saw how he was trying to teach her how to
talk, and he was just one year older then her! Then when Michael was
born, they both helped in teaching him how to talk and do other
things.
This is how
it is supposed to be with spiritual children coming into the
Kingdom. The older ones should help the younger ones that come in.
But in the
dream, it showed that I was used to getting all of the attention,
and when the attention was turned from me, to someone else, I was
acting like a spoiled brat and got mad!
It also
showed that I had not learned, and was actually not in the Kingdom
as I yought I was.
On yesterday,
when my husband, daughter, and I went to the Man of God's House, the
Lord was speaking about how will it look to a new person coming in,
if there is division and strife in the midst? And that when a new
person comes in, we are supposed to all be there to help in the
rearing of that new child.
There was an
example spoken about with a new convert that came in, and others who
were there, at that time isolated the new one, and told her
doctrines of the Lord that choked her! You cannot give a new born
baby meat, because that little baby will choke on it and die! It is
the same thing with a new convert, who needs to be fed milk. And
then a little at a time you start to add soft solid food to the
milk, until they are able to handle solid food. But with this new
convert, it was reported that she was isolated and then told things
that she was not ready to handle yet, and it choked her!
I remember a
time when I first started to come to Services, and the Lord spoke
about not isolating new people. At that time we were having Services
at Highland Avenue. I had come from Houston over to Beaumont, and
after Services, while the wives were heating up the food so we could
all eat, I felt a little uneasy with no one to talk to. I walked in
the kitchen but no one talked to me and then into the front room
where the men were talking.
That is when
the Lord brought forth that message about not isolating people!
So I know how
it feels to come into something new and have no relationship with
the other people that have already been there for a while. The song
“Try To Remember,” by The Temptations, is what was in my mind this
morning.
Remember how
I felt when I was isolated, and remember not to do this to anyone
else! Also I am to remember all the attention and care that was
given to me when I first came to the Lord, and do this for others!
Try to remember all the mistakes I made, but how patient the Lord
was with me, and never expected me to be able to do things
that I was not able to do.
How many mistakes have I made, and the Preacher knew when to speak
about the things, and when not to say anything but use closet
prayers for my help.
The Lord
spoke about how people go off in the deep end one way or the other.
When they are supposed to be praying out loud, they keep silent; but
then when they need to use a closet prayer, they speak!
Many times we
see problems that a new convert is having, but we try to always
preach and preach to them! But what about our silent closet prayers?
There are times that we do not have to say anything at all to the
person! The Lord said, when you pray in secret, you will see Him
answer us openly! Just pray when it is time to pray and you will see
the changes happening!
Oh, how many
things were changed for me, just by the Man of God praying for me!
Amen!
Thank You,
Lord for the song You gave me to remember. I did not remember who
sang it, and I started to email my father, but then I looked for it
Online and it came up with several artist, but I recognized The
Temptations. So when I played it, I knew that this was the song I
was looking for!
Thank You,
Lord for all of Your help! Thank You also for the remembrance of
what was done for me, so that I can be a help for the new ones
coming in. Thank You also for the remembrance of the song! Amen.
Deliver us, O
Lord from all of our troubles! On yesterday, this was the prayer
that I found as I was going through some old pictures that we had
from the old house.
“My
Lord, thank You for that Word! What shall I ask of You concerning
our marriage? You give us all the questions to ask about a thing
that we know nothing about! Help us with all the problems that we
are having, O Lord: and, I ask that You would remove all the evil,
from our midst, that influences bickering, bitterness, and strife!
Cause Your Spirit of harmony, and Mizpah to abide with us; and, abide
in me; and I in Him! Amen!”
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