200th Day - 13th Year

Blessed and Holy are You, O Lord God! Thank You for this blessed new day and for the health, energy and strength! Thank You for the praises going forth and the joy in giving You the Praise that You are due! It is a great joy to me to speak and sing about the wonderful things You have done for me! You are my Ever-present Help in times of trouble! You are my Healer and my Confidence, O Lord! You are my reminder, too! Blessed is the Remembrance that comes from You!

When I was very sick, I know that I would sleep a lot. And while I was sleeping, the Lord would give me dreams. I do ask, O Lord that You would bring the dreams back to my remembrance. I know that there were two occasions when I had dreamed a dream, inside of a dream! In one dream, I was telling the Man of God, Xmeah about a dream! I thought about, "Wow! How amazing this is, to talk about a dream and the understanding of it, while still inside a dream!" But it is not in my remembrance what either of the dreams were, just that I was talking to Xmeah about one of them.

But on last night, I dreamed a dream that there was a man who was on a ship and he threw his small son overboard! I do not know if he was just trying to punish his son, or kill him, but he threw him over the side and it was a very long fall and the water was dark! I was in the water, too, but I do not know how I got there! I don't know if they threw me over as well, because I do not remember falling, but I do remember being in the water! I told the young boy that it would be ok, and I swam him over to a ladder (that was attached to the side of the ship) so I could help him get a life jacket on. He stood on the ladder, and was out of the water for a moment. The life jacket that he had was deflated, and I knew it would not keep him afloat. I had another one, that I put on him, over the deflated one, and then after it was on, he got off of the ladder and got back into the water. I told him to follow me and I was going to lead him to land. I was very calm and I swam backwards, watching him as he followed me. I could not see where I was going, but I knew that once we cleared the ship, we would see that there was some land not far from where we were.

Everything in this dream appeared to be very dark. The tall ship was dark, the water was dark and it was dark outside. I do not know who the father was, but I know that he was a white man and he had friends with him.

In the beginning of the dream, we were all at a dining table, and I was serving all the people a dinner I had prepared. I was very happy to see all the people sitting at the table as I served them their food. The meal was going to be served in three portions.

First I served them a dish that was like a fruit salad with some sort of sweet sauce on it. Everyone ate it and loved it. I had a name for it, but I do not know what it was called. Then I was going to serve the main dish, and afterwards a desert.

I do not know what happened and how did I end up being overboard with the captain's son, but only the beginning and end of the dream are in my remembrance.

Thank You, Lord for the parts that You have given me to remember.

I ask that You would grant Hilda the strength to stand and the boldness to say what needs to be said. I ask that You would deliver them from evil, O Lord. Amen.

My Lord, I do ask that You would help me, because I do not want there to be any damper in the Assembly today, where by the Spirit will not be high! This is a Feast of Joy that You have invited us to! I know all Power is with You! And I know that You have all Power to heal and to make us to be strong! I ask for Your help, O Lord! Amen!

O Lord Michael, arise and help, for trouble is near!

When I woke up this morning, I felt great! But now I am starting to feel weak and dizzy again! Let this evil pass from me, O Lord, and show forth the Greatness of Your Power and Might, I pray! Amen!

I also ask that You would bless Xmeah with comfort and strength. I do pray that he would be given free-course. He is the one that You use to feed us and to help us, O Lord. Amen!

I ask that You would give all of us strength and comfort O Lord, to show forth Your Great Power!

We all have aches and pains and troubles, but we are joyful and seeking the comfort of one another, and I think it is a mighty thing that I see happening! This is wonderful, to be so afflicted, but so at peace and so full of joy! Blessed are You, O Lord Who has caused this to be! Amen!

I will do as I have ability to do, and not over extend myself. Amen.

Guilt trips will have no dominion over me. I will not be a fool and try to prove myself to be strong, when God has not given me the strength. Truth will prevail! Amen!

Blessed are You, O Mighty God! Amen and Amen!

As I was making breakfast this morning, I thought about the dream that showed that I had prepared this feast and served it to the people at the table. But I would not be one to eat of the food. I just prepared it. I thought about how I still cook for the family and serve them what I have made, but that I am not one to eat of what I have cooked. I have joy in cooking and I love to see the family eating what I have made. Thank You, Lord for causing me to still focus on my duties, even though I may not be feeling well, I still have duties to perform. Thank You also for the Word that You have given me to give to others this past week. Food must always be available to the people when they come! Amen!

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