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201st Day - 13th Year!
18th Day of The 7th month (Hope)
04-21-2008
2nd
Day of the week, which is called Monday!
Purge, me, O God!
Deliver me from evil, I pray Thee! You have given me a
physical deliverance from this dizziness and sickness that has
plagued me for so long! Blessed is the Help that comes from
You! Yesterday at Services I felt so good, and it was a joy to
be able to laugh and focus on what was being said without feeling
dizzy. Thank You, Lord for the Feast of Joy! The sun has
gone down and it is now the beginning of the new day! It is
the 201st day for me! Thank You for this new day and the joy
You have given me to write again!
The Lord
was speaking about how did we get this house, and was it of God or
not! I know that I had always looked at it as if this was a
blessing from God, because I was alone and could not afford the
higher price on our old house. I looked at things happening,
meaning that these were signs from God that He wanted us to get this
house. But now, I understand what the Lord was saying through
the mouth of His Preacher. That God does not show us signs to
cause us to believe! Did the Preacher tell me to get the
house? Did he say it was ok? And also did I have a
history of doing what I want to do and then afterwards inquiring of
the Lord as to if this should have been done or not? So what
makes me think that now the Lord was guiding me in the decision to
move to this house?
I hate
mistakes!
It came
to my remembrance what the Lord said about a man that is afraid to
make mistakes will make a mistake, because he is afraid to do
anything. It is like the man who hid the talent because he
said he knew that his Master was a harsh Man.
After we
left Services, I laughed and told my husband, "Well, we can't
move back to Magnolia (where our old house was) because that has
been torn down!"
I do
remember having dreams before about moving back to our old house,
but now it is not possible. He said he was not looking to move
from here, but he is not at peace.
Lord, I
do ask that You would grant him the peace and comfort that he needs.
I know
that I am so tired by the end of the day, that I never have trouble
sleeping. But I should not be selfish where I am just looking
at me and my comfort and forgetting about everyone else. Amen.
I do ask
that You would also grant Felicia comfort from her aches and pains.
Thank You
Lord for all the joy and comfort You have given all of us this day!
It was truly amazing to see how the sicknesses that plagued us all
just vanished away during the time of the Assembly!
Amen.
When we
left from the Assembly on yesterday, I thank You, Lord that I was
meditating on those things that the Lord did say. I did speak
of things and also of things that my husband spoke about that caused
me to be aware of how he was feeling. Thank You, Lord also for
having me to pray for his comfort and peace and for bringing to my
remembrance that the Lord gave him Psalms 4 to pray. I told
him about it last night as well. Thank You, Lord for the
prayers that You give us to pray!
Last
night as I lay upon the bed, I was not tired and my mind was being
flooded with evil thoughts coming to me, but I called upon the Lord
for help, and delivered me and put me to sleep! Blessed are
You, O Lord, Who keeps us back from sinning against You! I do
not desire to do or think evil, and when the wicked come in like a
flood, You do lift up the defense against the evil! Thank You
for the deliverance! I also noticed that I am feeling so much
better now! Thank You for giving Felicia comfort last night!
She said that she was feeling a little dizzy and her body was
aching.
What
would You have me to write about, O Lord?
I ask
that You would order my steps this day and let Thy Will be done.
Amen!
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