207th Day - 13th Year

Blessed and Holy are You, O Lord God Almighty! It is great what You have been doing! Our Father, Who art in Heaven, Hallowed be Thy Name! Your Authority is Far Above all, and it is blessed above all! Who can report You to any authorities because of what You do! You are the One, O Lord Who does save and You chastise those that You Love! You hate all evil, but desire that all should be saved! Blessed is Your Mercy and Your Grace! Blessed is the Peace that You give to Your people, O God! You comfort our hearts from the daggers that the evil try to stick us with! You shield us from the fiery arrows! Blessed is the Praise that goes to You that defends us from all evil! Thank You, Lord for all of Your help that You are giving unto all of us! Amen!

Give us this day such as we have need of. I do not know what we need, but You do know! You are Wise above all, and You do guide us in every step of the Way. Grant unto me Wisdom, O Lord, for I am in great need of it. I do acknowledge that I am a stupid child, and I do make stupid decisions. I have no temperance, and I do things without thinking and then afterwards, I wonder should I have done this or not! As You have said, that if this is not broken, one day I will make a decision and jump off into something, that I will not be able to come back and wonder if I should have done that or not! It would be like walking one step too many, and walking over a cliff! Once, in the fall, how can a person turn back and say, “I did not mean to take that last step!” I do not know what to do, unless You give me what to do. All my thoughts must come from You, O Lord. Let Your Will be done in us as it is done perfectly with the Angels! Lead us not into temptation. Deliver us O Lord from this evil that You have shown me, for Thine is the Kingdom, the Power and the Glory Forever! Amen! And Amen!

Blessed are You, O Lord God Holy Ghost Who does bring all things back to our Remembrance, that which we have learned of You!

On last night You gave me dreams, O Lord, and I thank You for keeping them in my remembrance. One dream showed that I was in the middle of a town, that I do not recognize, and I was with the Man of God Xmeah, his wife Cherry and one other person, who I think was my daughter, Felicia. We were riding through the main street of this old town, but I do not know what we were riding on, because I saw us moving kind of fast, but there were no vehicle walls around us. It was almost as if we were on some sort of a open wagon, or a parade float. We were moving through the middle of the street at a faster pace then a person would walk, but not as fast as a car.

Xmeah was in the front and he turned to me and said that he had talked to a woman named Hilda. He asked me if I talked to her. I said, I only talked to her for a moment and she told me that she had some bad news to tell me. Then Xmeah told me that a man named Jesus, who came one time to get counsel, was killed! I said, “Oh, no!” and I almost started to cry! It was such a shock to me that he had been killed! But then I wondered, where was he, when he was killed. If he was in the Lord, then he died in righteousness, and would be an Angel of God!

Xmeah then gave me a dark red rose and put it on my dress and told me to wear it. The rose was a real rose, but it had been dried somehow and was not a soft rose, but a hard, and crispy rose. He put it on my dress, and that is when I noticed that he was wearing a suit, and he also had a flower on the collar of his suit jacket! I do not think I have ever seen Xmeah wear a suit! As a matter of fact, the Lord speaks against the wearing of such clothes, because it makes the common man ashamed of what he is wearing, when there are others who are dressed more elegantly then himself! But also in this dream, I was wearing a floral colored dress, and had my hair up in a bun, like an older woman would have her hair tied up. Xmeah said that I looked like a city girl now!

After he put the rose on me, he got off the thing we were riding in, and walked the opposite direction. The rose fell off, and I had to get down, off of whatever we were riding in, to get it. I picked it up and tried to put it back on myself, but as I was trying to put it in one of the holes in the lace on my dress, the rose started to fall apart into two pieces! It was a very crispy rose, and it was very fragile. I was able to put the two pieces back together and I wore the rose, but then as we walked down the street, I now had to carry a chair. It was a bar stool that I had to pick up and carry down the street with me. I thought Cherry would pick up half the chair and help me carry it, but she didn't. She just walked with me and talked. I said something in a joking way, about I guess I will carry it by myself. We were walking in the opposite direction of where Xmeah was. We were coming up to a major 4 way street light when the dream ended. Thank You, Lord for the remembrance of this dream. I do ask for the understanding.

The other dream showed that there was a black woman who was to marry Robert Redford. I saw him as how he looks now, and not as he was when he was younger. In the dream, he would try to teach her, by telling her to do certain things in a certain way, and then he would leave the place where she was. In this dream, I was that woman that was to be married. I saw this dream through her eyes, but I know it was not me, because I am married already! This woman was not married to anyone and had no children! But in this dream, I did see my present husband and our daughter in the dream, but they were not related to me. My husband was sitting at a table with Felicia and he was teaching her something. As the woman started to walk out of the house, doing things the way she was used to doing them, she remembered the words that Robert Redford told her and then groaned as if in disgust with herself, and then went to do it the way he said to do it! My husband smiled and said to Felicia, “See, she is being taught!”

The way that I was understanding all of this going on in the dream was that a woman is supposed to be a suitable help for her own husband. The father can teach his daughter things, but the specifics that a husband needs, will be taught by the husband. The woman in the dream, had grown and knew the duties of a wife, but she did not know the exact ways that her husband to be wanted things, and this is what she was having to learn. I did see her willingness to break old habits and learn the way that was pleasing to him. I also saw how a younger woman was being taught by her father as to being a good help mate for her husband, when she would get to the time of being married.

The other part of this dream, also showed Robert Redford riding a white horse in a open plain! I have never seen open country like this before, but it was green and there were small hills everywhere and the place was wide open! Coming from the other direction were three white kids riding another white horse, but this horse was a huge white stallion! The stallion is called a Lippizan Stallion, and they are the famous white stallions from Spain that are trained to dance! They were also used as Calvary horses but were almost wiped out into extinction, until it was reported that General Patton saved them from the Nazis in World War II. I do not know what the significance is about this horse, but I know that the name was mentioned. This type of horse was also mentioned in the movie Crimson Tide, where Gene Hackman asks Denzel Washington if he's ever seen Lippizan stallions, while both are waiting for a critical incoming radio transmission. Gene Hackman says that they are white horses, from Portugal, and are the "most highly trained horses in the world." But Denzel Washington fires back, at him, and says that they are, in fact, from Spain, and are born black!

This is the reading of the first part of the writing. What was done below was added later. 04-07-2008.mp3

The next part of the dream, that was brought to my remembrance was that the kids had either fallen off or gotten off the stallion, and the stallion ran away! So Robert Redford took off after it, riding his own white horse!

He finally caught up to the horse and got him to lie down on the ground. But then as he got off his horse to talk to the stallion, the stallion sat on its back haunches, like a person would sit on their butt, leaning backwards. I thought it was the most unusual sight to see! I could see the horse's stomach, and he was sitting and talking to Robert Redford!

Robert Redford was telling the horse that he needed to go back to the farm and then he patted the horse close to his private area and said, “And use this to make more babies!”

Then, what ever it was that was bothering the horse, was gone and it agreed to go back to the farm where he lived!

The man and the horse were having a conversation just like two people would. But I could only hear what the man was saying. But the way that he responded, I knew that he could hear what the horse was saying to him, and that the horse was speaking as if he was a human! It was a very strange sight to me!

The next dream showed that I was in a house with the ceilings so low, that I had to bend down to stand in there. I know that the house was very large and someone changed it into individual apartments. There were other people in there with me, and one of the couples that was there were very short people, so they fit in this house very well. I also know that the house was made of a lot of wood, but the wood on the floors and walls were rotten and termite eaten!

Thank You, Lord for bringing more to my remembrance. Amen!

Those things that I have heard this day, I do ask that You would keep them in my remembrance! Amen!

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