214th Day - 13th Year

Blessed are You, O Lord God Almighty! Thank You for a brand new month! I did not realize that the first day of the week, would also be the beginning of a new month for me! I find myself sitting at my computer and just smiling about this! It seems like a very special day, like a holiday for me! Thank You for this joyous time and for the songs that You have given us to listen to. Thank You for all of the work that You have blessed us to do as well!

Teach us to pray as we ought to pray. Let Thy Will be done this day in earth as it is in Heaven.

We have been taught what to do. We have been taught well. But as for me, I know that I did not learn well. I was meditating on a dream that the Lord gave me a few days ago, where I was talking to the man of God and he was telling me that a man's life is 70 years. He used the terms, "threescore and ten," in the dream. I know that this means 70.

While I was listening to this Report 05-02-2008 I began to realize that the number 70 was mentioned elsewhere in the Bible. It was talking about how there were 70 men who had the same spirit as Moses and the people could go to them with their questions and problems. I realized that it is a great toll on Xmeah when all of us are always going to him with little small problems, that we should be able to handle. Imagine if all 600,000 people kept going to Moses all the time! How tired would he be?

And now, Xmeah is not feeling good. Thank You for giving me more understanding to the dream. I do ask, that Xmeah would be delivered from this sickness. I ask, Lord that You would give him the strength and comfort that he needs. I do not like seeing him sick, even though he never really acts like he is very sick, because he is always very concerned about our well being! He calls us, and emails us and asks how are we doing. And we are still receiving an abundance of Word. I know that his job is not suffering, but I am concerned about his health.

Thank You for giving Ella to make contact with Xmeah and for her to even say that she loves him. It does rejoice my heart to see that others are coming forth and saying things, like the Lord said, "In the Living Years." This morning, one of the things that we were talking about is that we do not know how much time any of us have left. I cannot say that just because I see a person is sick that they are going to die from that sickness. Even a perfectly healthy person can die! Amen!

You know all things, O Lord! You know the hearts of everyone. What can I say to You, that You do not already know?

Blessed is the help that comes in Your Name, O Lord!

I was happy to hear the Instructions to go to services with Hilda. Let deliverance come, O Lord. I do like the people, but I hate seeing all the evil that is going on! Help, Lord for trouble is near!

I received help and counsel on many things this day! I had a problem with a customer's wife, and it has been a constant vexation to me. I asked the Lord should I drop this customer, because of the wife's attitude. But the Lord counseled me, through Xmeah's mouth and told me not to lump the two together. That is what I had done. I was going to drop the husband, because of his wife. So there was a problem with the wife, so why should I stop being friends, with the husband, just because his wife is contentious? The husband is not contentious. He listens to me when I speak, and does not let, that I am much younger then him, influence him. I was speaking to them the things that the Lord had done for me, but the wife got very indignant and mocked me and my belief. I later came to understand that this was not against me, or the Preacher, but her rude comments went straight to the Lord! I will not be like Peter and defend the Lord! Amen!

But also what the Lord told me was that I am not to cast my pearls before swine! The testimonies of what the Lord has done for me are my pearls! It is a valuable thing to me and I highly appreciate it! I cast these pearls before the swine, and of coarse, the swine do not rejoice and cherish the things of the Lord! We are to testify in front of the Great Congregation! And even though she thinks she is a child of God, she is not!

A child of God would rejoice at the things the Lord did for me! Amen!

I also meditated on how well I hear the Preacher, is how well I will hear the Spirit speak to me! It is very important to be able to hear the right things to do, think and even say! I must also have the right Spirit in me, because I cannot help anybody with a filthy spirit in me. The words coming out of my mouth might be right, but if the spirit is not right, it will have no effect! And then what help am I being?

If I truly want to help, like I say I do, I will focus on my own cleanliness! Amen!

Do your alms in secret. Let not your left hand know what your right hand is doing! Lead me into doing things the right way! It is a great joy to me to be able to remember Your Word and respond accordingly! And not to say, I thought about that. But did not do it!

My Lord, Who is Worthy? I desire to be a help. But I know not what to say. What would You have me to do.

Thank You for the start of this new day! The new day actually starts when the sun goes down, and the sun is down.

Blessed and Holy are You, O Lord my strength! Amen!

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Thank You for giving me my joy! Thank You for the inspiration! Amen!

Thank You, Lord for the time You have given us to go to Services over there with Hilda. I do pray that our going and distributing the Spanish Word will be profitable. I asked the Lord who was worthy, and I saw people, but the Lord had me to hand it to the man who sat right next to me! He was searching for the Word, as he sat next to me. I do thank You for helping me to take notice that he made notes of things to read, and I saw his interest in the Word. Thank You for the Pastor getting a Report from Ruben, as well! I do ask that he would be given time to read it! He does not feel that he is doing anything wrong! It really amazes me that people can think that they are alright with God, when so much evidence is shown that they are not in the Way. I read this on the website, www.carrium.com. "You love going to church: but, you will not walk in His Ways, nor will you walk according to faith! According to what the Word said to do, people are not doing it: but, they are calling themselves Christians! Neither will they hear corrections, choosing to go along with traditions, rather than submitting to the Way. These are people who are angering the Lord without being aware of His severe anger against them, because the evil that is within them gives them a delusion about the Lord being pleased with them."

Amen! I had an opportunity to speak with the Preacher at the Congregation, but he told me that he does not feel that he is doing anything wrong by working another job. He did say he would like to be able to work full time in the Ministry, but until God tells him otherwise, he will continue to work. He also said that Spanish people think a man is lazy if he does not work.

I am very concerned for these people, because, I saw a lot of people that used to fellowship there, have left, and the Preacher says that he does not see any problems with the people. He spoke of many traditions that they have. But there was also a contradicting of himself, as he spoke. One minute he says that he is the Pastor and what he says goes, and how the sheep cannot tell him what to do, but then the next minute he talks about if he does not work, then the people will look at him as being lazy. Deliverance is needed very badly, O Lord! There is so much mess! I told him that I am very concerned about him! There was almost another accident, where the brakes went out in the city truck he drives and he almost hit his supervisor. He said that he swerved out of the way and missed him. I asked him did he not see that God is telling him that he is not in the place where he is supposed to be? But he does not see it. Or he chooses not to see it.

Thank You, Lord for the help in giving me someone to interpret for me. When I was talking to him, the wife kept trying to speak and I would tell her to tell him what I said, and that I am talking to him and not her. I did call on You for help, and You did send me a interpreter. Ruben came in not too long after that and he spoke the things I was saying. The wife was very angry and after a while she left, so we had an opportunity to speak to the Preacher alone.

I do not look back at this incident as if we did everything right, but I do ask, that You examine it, O Lord.

It did come to my remembrance not to choke him, because he did speak about a lot of things, and by his words, I see that he is more out of the way then I thought! He does not believe that dreams come from God. He said bad dreams are not from God, but a result of eating too late! I also heard him say that the right hand is not supposed to know what the left hand is doing, but yet, he also spoke about the people writing their names on the envelopes that they give the tithes in, so that they can know where the money is being spent and to report it to the IRS for tax purposes! In one conversation, there was so much wrong, but, not all the time does the Lord want to talk about everything that was wrong, but to point out one thing.

My point that I was talking to him was about all the people crying at the alter today. Why are they crying? What is going on, and why is no one talking to one another, confessing their faults one to another and praying for one another? This is what I was asking him. I saw people go up and cry, but who took time to hear what one another was saying? How can I pray for you, if I do not know what is wrong with you? So people went up, they cried, and then they got up and sat back down, with the same problem! What was solved? Nothing! I told him that God said that He is tired of people covering His Alter with tears!

There was no Feast of Joy, like the Lord said the Assembly is supposed to be. I ask that the eyes will be opened, so that he can see, and that deliverance will come! Amen!

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