291st Day - 13th Year

My LORD, You teach us and perfect us in the most Perfect Way! I love Your Teachings! I love Your Ways! They are perfect and it is the best above all! Amen!

"What have I done now?" David said.

I was reading in the Bible about David, because the Holy Ghost brought to my remembrance when Saul, who was full of bitterness, threw spears at David! This is something I have been given to meditate on a lot last week.

Why be bitter against a person, and the person has done nothing to you? The LORD then spoke about this, through the mouth of Xmeah, at www.carrium.com/193rd_day29th_year.html and I rejoiced at hearing this, because this is what I was caused to think upon. The LORD was using the example of Cain and his bitterness towards Abel! If Cain did good, his offerings would have been acceptable too! But to be angry at a person without a cause is murder!

Saul threw spears at David, and he was bitter against him, for no reason! This hatred was counted as murder!

David's own brothers showed bitterness towards David when they were facing Goliath and they asked him did he leave his father's sheep just to come to see the fight?

But the LORD taught us, through Xmeah, that there was no fight going on! Israel was scared and at a stand still!

Deliver them from this bitterness, O LORD that is plaguing them! Amen!

I rejoice at how You have delivered me from this evil that was crippling me for so long!

On last night I was given a dream that showed I went to see my mother Ruth.

And this is also something that I have rejoiced about, because also on last week, I was meditating on how we go through things, and then we can be a light to others, on how to come out of it, because the LORD delivered us from the evil!

I was speaking to someone last week about how I was consumed with bitterness towards my mother Ruth. I had such a bitterness towards her, that every time her name was mentioned that it brought up all kinds of evil memories, and I became more and more angry! But bitterness only eats you up! The other person does not feel your anger! So I was the one that was being consumed with evil, not her!

But how the LORD delivered me from that, was by giving Xmeah, the Man of GOD, to speak to me about it. Once I acknowledged that what was being spoken to me was true, I was on my way to being delivered from this! We acknowledge what is said to us is true, then we curse that thing! And ask for the Righteous Spirit to occupy that space! This was a thing that did not come all at once, but I was being purged of this evil bit by bit!

With every step of obedience, and doing all that the LORD commanded me to do, by the mouth of the Man of GOD, I was getting closer and closer to gaining the thing that I asked GOD for!

"How do you forget what others have done to you?"

First of all, you have to stop looking at what others have done to you, but look at what have I done to others!

When you can start to see the evil that you have done to others, you won't be looking at what they have done to you anymore! This is something also that I have learned by Xmeah, because he taught us to not look at what others have done to us, but what have we done to other people. And when I started to look at this, I also noticed that I had less bitter feelings towards people. I looked at how much did I hurt people, and how I betrayed their trust and confidence in me!

But also the LORD was teaching us, through Xmeah, about focusing on the Work that GOD gives us to do, and when we are focusing on what GOD wants us to do, there is no time to be looking at another and what another is, or is not doing!

How can I focus on what someone else is doing, when I am all involved in what the LORD gave me to do? Amen!

By following Your Steps and Instructions that the LORD gives to us, through the mouth of His Preachers, we see how so much confusion is cleared up! It is so easy to follow GOD! Each step of obedience clears up so much!

We do not have to understand why we are told to do a certain thing, just DO WHAT GOD SAYS TO DO! And in the end, we see the good result!

Also seek to be just like GOD where He said that He forgives and He forgets!

I acknowledged that the forgiveness is there, but I still remember things! This is what I want removed from me! I want to be just like GOD that the thing that is forgiven is not even in my remembrance anymore! It will be as if the thing was never done! Amen!

This is a mighty thought! To be just like GOD! This is awesome!

And I know that this is what He is making us to be! He is making us to be just like Jesus! Because in the end, that is all the He is going to accept! He is only going to accept Jesus! Amen!

In this dream that You, gave me, LORD, it showed that I went to my mother, Ruth and asked her if I needed to rent a car, could I use her credit card! My LORD, why would I ask her such a thing? In my mind, in the dream, I was hesitant about asking her this, and I knew I had a prepaid debit card that I can also use to rent a car, if I needed to.

I look forward to going to the Man of GOD's house, and I look forward to this day! I wake up smiling because I know what today is! Every Sunday, as it is called is the day that is set aside for the LORD!

In talking to a female yesterday, she said she spends her whole day "at church," but she did not say it with excitement about what she is doing! I told her we spend the whole day with the Lord, and we have a great time, because after Services, we fellowship and speak in the Word of the LORD, and just enjoy each other's company! I told her that the whole day is the LORD's and we give Him the entire day! I spoke it with excitement and joy, and later I was caused to look at the two testimonies. One was speaking as if it was a drag, or a chore to do what GOD commanded, and the other rejoiced in what GOD said to do!

But I also know that where other people go, they have that electric spirit where they might jump and shout for a moment, but it does not last! That is why they get tired if it starts to go on and on! But the LORD gives us of His Spirit and it is a True Spirit, so I can go on and on! It is not of my own strength, but of His Eternal Strength! And this is also something to look forward to, to be like GOD, Who never gets tired and never faints! All of these likenesses of the LORD are mighty in my eyes, and I know that one day I will attain unto this! Amen!

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