58th Day - 13th Year

Blessed are You, O Lord God Holy Ghost Who does bring all things back to our remembrance. On last night I was given a dream and it showed that there was a large house down the end of a street we lived on. The area around us seemed wooded, with lots of old tall trees around. All of the houses were older houses, made with wood siding, and most had wrap around porches. I loved the way the old houses looked down this street.

We lived in a big house on the corner, at the beginning of the street, but I went to a house at the dead end of the street. I did like the size of the house I saw, because it was bigger then the one I had and it had more porch on it, then the one I lived in. I saw a white male come from the house, and I recognized him as being a person that used to work for me, named Lucas.

He walked up to me and asked if the kids and I would like to come in and see his new place. So we did. When we walked in, we found out that he was actually sharing this big house with two other white males. They were all young and foolish. We walked up the stairs and the first thing we saw was the main bedroom of one of the males. He had the ceiling painted red, white and blue, but the blue was mixed with white, and it looked sort of like little wisps of white clouds on the blue. When I saw it, I thought about the American Flag. Then I looked around the room and saw a lot of toys and action figures displayed like trophies, or prized possessions around the room! I saw on the dresser he had two weird puzzles, that looked like what is called the Rubik's Cube. That is a square, hand held puzzle that you have to turn the sides to match the colors. But this one was not in a square shape, it was square on parts, and round shaped on other parts and had many different colors! I thought about it would be very hard to solve that, and also if someone did, they would have to be very smart!

My Lord, I thank You for bringing the dream to my remembrance, because I did not remember it until just now. I also thank You, for bringing certain details out in the dream.

After I put down the Rubik's cube, I walked out of the room to see the rest of the house. The next two rooms were small rooms.

One was Lucas's room, and I saw that he had half of the room filled with aquariums, that were covered with a black sheet. I peeked inside one, expecting to find a tarantula. But I did not see anything. Then, in the next one, I saw a huge snake! Its head had to have been about the size of my hand! I saw it raise its huge head out of one of the aquariums, and I ran out! The snake was huge and black. I remember that Lucas was laughing, because it was his snake.

The next room was also a small room, and it looked as if the other two rooms had not been worked on as much as first big bedroom that was painted.

Then when I turned around I saw that the males had invited some young white females to come in. I saw that this was more like a frat house, for college kids. So I walked down the stairs so we could leave.

Also, in this dream I had two Astro vans. One, I had parked at a parking lot somewhere, and I had to go pick up the other one, but I was walking with no shoes on, down the street. This part of the dream is not real clear to me as to what was going on. I know that as I was walking a young white female came up to me and walked with me. She seemed like someone I had went to school with a long time ago, but I do not know who she was. There was a white male walking ahead of us and I perceived that they were together, but had gotten into some sort of an argument, and she was walking alone. She wanted to walk with me and talk to me as I was headed home to get the other van.

Blessed is Your Remembrance, O Lord! Thank You for the remembrance of the dreams.

I understand about remembering what the Lord said about not losing focus on people and always remembering what He said about judging a tree by the fruit that it bears. In the dream it showed that I got pulled into a thing that could have been a death trap for me and the kids. I saw someone that I had considered a friend. I also see things that I liked in the dream. I liked the old house and it showed I liked the person, too. But when I went in, I saw the huge black snake there and how the person just laughed at me when I got scared. He knew the snake was in there, but did not tell me.

My Lord, I ask that You would order my steps so that the thing that You have shown me, will not happen.

I also considered how did this look to others, me going into a single man's house, without my husband. The other two males that were there had brought two females in to the house also, and I know that the house was full of sin!

When I saw the snake, in the dream, I also thought about a snake that size, can wrap around a person and kill them by squeezing them to death! It was large enough to even kill me!

Lord, I ask that You would set a guard over my lips so that I sin not with my tongue!

A friend of the world is an enemy of the Lord. We have to pick our sides on who we want to be with. This person that was shown in the dream, is not a saved person. And did I even think about, what he had said about the Lord, the last time I saw him? This person says that he is a minister, but when the Man of God would come around, he would always try to debate and use big words as if to show that he is superior to the Man of God. Then he even made a joke and said about the Lord Jesus, “They beat that Jew!” And he laughed about it!

So, how can I, calling myself a Christian, have a person like that, working with me on a business that the Lord established?

Keep my focus, and help me, O Lord, with these distractions that try to get me distracted on other things, and try to get me to forget the most important thing!

This was from the website www.carrium.com that I related to with this dream. I would commune with the Lord in the conditions, which He allowed me to be in! He started to keep my focus right! It is needful that our focus is kept right, because we don't know what is about to take place. We don't need to be lured out of the Way, just before something is to take place. The evil will try to get our thoughts out of the Way before they do what they are allowed to do. If they can successfully get us out of the Way, they can prevail against us, and cause us great loss! But, I remember the Lord telling us constantly to give ear at this time so that we can be prepared for those times that are to come. I trust in the Lord to have me prepared for whatsoever He will allow to come. I have seen how the Lord has caused me to be given things that I did not know that I would need at the time they were being given. But, I did find out later why these things were given to me. So, we gain understanding that the Lord will also prevent us from gathering unnecessary things, which the wicked will try to load us down with!

What was I supposed to have been doing in that dream? Why was I at the dead end of the street? A dead end makes me think about no way out of a thing. You get into something and then there is no way out. And it is being brought to my remembrance how the Lord spoke a warning saying how He kept delivering Israel over and over out of their troubles, and then it came to a point where He said that they were going to have to stay in that mess, because every time He delivered them, they went right back into sin. And I know that the Lord gets tired of it!

My Lord, I do ask that You would order my steps. The things that is being shown does not have to happen to me. There is an “if clause” attached to it. If I continue in an evil way, this will happen, but “if” I turn from an evil way, then this that is shown does not have to happen! Amen!

There was also something about a waiting room that is coming to my remembrance. There were Spanish people sitting at a table and there was a receptionist at a desk. There was also a black female close to where I was and somehow she was trying to steal some of my money, but I knew that she had it. She was clutching it tightly in her hands, when I asked her for it. She gave me what was in her left hand, but then I pointed to her that I wanted ALL of my money and I saw there was more in her right hand. She then opened her hand and gave me the money that she had in there, too.

This female seemed very friendly to me, and she had a kid with her, like how I had my kids with me.

And the Lord did say that they of your own household are your worst enemy! Amen.

She sat at the same table with me and talked with me, but was stealing from me!

Wow! This is amazing, O Lord, how You bring all these things back to my remembrance! It all started when You inspired me to go back over the previous day's writing and make some corrections and add things in there! Then as I was doing that, the dream came to my remembrance!

Blessed and Holy are You, O Lord!

On yesterday, one of the topics at the Spanish Congregation, was talking about God's Glory and Giving Him Praise. A question was asked of me, “What is the Glory of God?” I answered that the Glory of God is seen when we walk and live in the Way that God wants us to. When people see our good works, then they can see the our Father Who is in Heaven, and give glory to Him.

No one translated for me on yesterday, but the man behind me said that everyone understands what I am saying.

After services we were at a lady's house and she was telling me something that the preacher said. She said that he was saying how he would love to see the families together, and how strong it would be if the husband, wife and kids were all together and what a work they could do for the Lord.

I rejoiced when I heard that and I told her, “You know, when I go there, I pray and ask the Lord to give me understanding and also to open up the understanding, so that others can understand me, too. And when I listen, I am not always listening to words that are being spoken, but I am listening in the Spirit!” I said, “I did not hear any physical words about that, but I heard it spiritually, and that was what was going on in my mind!”

She rejoiced, too, when I said that! It was really amazing!

The things that I had understood and heard physically was when the preacher was speaking about thanking God and being content in all situations. If it is cold outside, thank God... if it is hot, thank God. Be thankful for being alive and be content with whatsoever you have.

I do love what You are doing, O Lord and I thank You also for having us to go to a place where nothing is familiar to us.

I have seen a certain boldness in myself when we go to certain congregations and all the people are black, like me. We speak the same language, we are the same race, and I have felt more comfortable. But then when we went to this place, and we walked in and it was all Hispanic people, now we get a chance to see how comfortable are we in this situation!

The Lord spoke before and told us, are we comfortable, because we are in something familiar?

I have noticed a certain fear that pops up when I am listening to a Spanish person. When I am listening, as in a group, I am ok. But when it gets one on one, and I am asked a question in Spanish, I get scared that I am not understanding the question right and answer wrong. There is still this fear of people! I have cursed this thing so that it will be removed from me, and blessed the Spirit of Light to come in, in its place.

Why be afraid of man? Why be so afraid of not understanding? My Lord, this seems so weak and so stupid to me, as I am writing this. What is this fear all about? A fear that people will laugh at me? This is all a part of that wanting to look good in the eyes of the people! Amen!

If someone says something to me, and I say the wrong response, then it is known that I did not understand what was being said. Also it shows an evil of not wanting to be shown mistakes and being corrected!

This thing is also cursed! Amen!

I speak with my mouth, to those evils that are exposed, “Cursed are you, you foul and unclean spirit! You be removed and be cast into the sea! You shall bear no more fruit from henceforth and forever!”

Blessed are You, O Lord God Who does cause us to examine ourselves and shows us things that are wrong with us! This is also to defeat that fear and that evil of wanting to look good!

Then I speak into that empty space that the evil once inhabited, “Let there be light!”

This is how the Lord taught us to remove evil that is within us and have it replaced by a Spirit of Light! Amen!

Thank You, Lord for the closet prayers and self examination. Thank You for the dreams that You have given to me and for the remembrance of the dreams! Thank You for the joy and laughter! I am still laughing at the thought of giving You thanks for my big teeth! A thing that I always looked at as being a curse is actually a blessing to me to be able to speak clear, to help others! Amen!

Blessed and Holy are You, O Lord God Almighty!

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